
[Verse 1] I took the pills without thinking, chemicals flooding my brain Sub-consciously seeking an ending to the pain I didn't consciously decide to die that night But my body was surrendering, giving up the fight Then something shifted, clarity broke through the haze I realized what I'd done - the fog turned to blaze Of panic, of terror, of "no, not like this" I fought back with everything, refused the abyss That was pulling me under, calling me home I should have died alone [Pre-Hook] But in that moment of realization, of absolute fear I created a vision so massive, so clear Of what I'd accomplish if I survived this night I fought with positivity, fought with all my might [Hook] That night I should have died but God spared my life Because He saw His greatest crusader through the strife I begged Him for mercy, promised I'd fulfill The massive vision I created through sheer will To survive, to live, to fight another day God looked at my crusade and decided I could stay On earth to build it, to make it reality That night God chose me for His greatest cavalry Against darkness, against injustice, against despair I should have died but God kept me here [Verse 2] As the overdose took hold, as my body started failing I fought back with imagination, with detailed unveiling Of the empire I would build, the lives I would change The crusade felt so real, so massive in its range That it became my anchor, my reason to keep breathing I visualized so vividly, so completely believing That if I survived I'd make it happen, I'd fulfill Every detail of the vision - that became my will To live, to fight, to claw my way back from death's door I created purpose worth fighting for [Verse 3] I begged God through the chaos, "Please don't let me die" "I have so much to accomplish, so many reasons why" "I need to stay here, I have a mission to complete" "Let me live and watch me turn this vision concrete" The crusade I imagined was so enormous, so clear A thousand businesses, billions in impact - no fear Just certainty that this is what I'm meant to do God heard my prayer, God saw it too The potential, the purpose, the plan I'd created In desperation - and His answer wasn't belated [Bridge] Most people die when they take what I took that night But God intervened, God saw the light Inside me that was worth preserving, worth saving The crusader He'd been preparing, been engraving Into existence through every trial I'd endured God spared my life because He was assured That I would fulfill the vision I created in crisis That I would become His instrument - His righteous Warrior for change, for impact, for transformation God chose me that night - divine salvation [Verse 4] The doctors couldn't explain how I survived the dose God had other plans - He chose Me to live, to build, to lead the crusade That I imagined in desperation - not afraid Anymore of dying because I've been to the edge I made God a pledge that if He spared my life I'd dedicate it completely to the mission He designed God saw His greatest crusader - one of a kind Combination of broken and healed, of humble and bold That night God's story unfolded [Verse 5] Now I understand why I'm still breathing, still here God preserved me because the crusade He holds dear Needs someone who's been through hell and came back stronger Someone who knows darkness intimately but chose the longer Path to light, to purpose, to serving something greater God needed a crusader, not just an operator Of businesses - He needed someone with a mission Who would use success for global transformation I should have died but God had better plans He put the crusade in my hands [Hook] That night I should have died but God spared my life Because He saw His greatest crusader through the strife I begged Him for mercy, promised I'd fulfill The massive vision I created through sheer will To survive, to live, to fight another day God looked at my crusade and decided I could stay On earth to build it, to make it reality That night God chose me for His greatest cavalry Against darkness, against injustice, against despair I should have died but God kept me here [Outro] So every breath I take now is borrowed from death Every step I make is with God's blessed breath In my lungs, giving me second chance at life Not to waste but to wield like a knife Against everything wrong in this world we inhabit The crusade I imagined wasn't just a rabbit I pulled from desperation - it was revelation God's plan for my ultimate destination As His warrior, His instrument, His chosen fighter That night made me a survivor and igniter Of movements, of change, of impact that will last I should be dead but God held me fast Kept me alive for the crusade He'd assigned I'm living because God saw His greatest crusader His warrior prepared through fire I should have died - instead I inspire Through survival, through mission, through purpose divine That night God said "this crusader is mine"
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